I have posted a few times before this that due to certain circumstances, my faith in humanity has been lost. Again, this proved true two weeks ago yesterday. 

Do to legal reasons I can’t go into why at this point but at some point in the future I will tell my accounts of that morning.

What I do want to touch on is how human beings have gone from that of helping one another to only looking out for themselves. Our world today is a horrible place to live or raise children in. We have crazy politicians, so you have to choose the lesser of two evils, we have riots over police doing their jobs (yes there are bad cops but rioting and shooting innocent people is not the answer), and we have people who can’t take responsibility for their actions  no matter what their age is.

If you do something wrong, own it! I do. If I make a mistake at work or one of my team does, we own it and let our boss know. We let him know what happened and that we have put steps in place to not allow it to happen again. That is what integrity is. So many people today don’t have it. They have been raised by their parents that they are owed something because of their background.

What faith I had, is dissolving at a rapid pace. I am at the point of giving up on human kind all together. There are few and far between individuals that are truly blessings in disguise and who will always be a part of my life because they never fail to tell me exactly how it is no matter how bad it may sting at the time.

Big Bubby used to tell me he was going to win the lottery for me so that we could buy a private island and get away from everyone. Oh how I wish I could now, just go away to a private island and never see another person regularly again. People need to learn what honesty, integrity, compassion, and loyalty is again. Those words are lost to human nature in this day and age. I see that as a sad dose of reality. Those who need to hear this, it will fall of deaf ears. Those who don’t, you get me and know I am speaking the truth.

I am off to find my sun tan lotion and umbrella drink to forget my worldly problems!

Palm TreePrivate Island


4 thoughts on “Lost Faith in All Humanity…..

  1. I am so very sorry you had another round of disappointment at the hands of people you (I assume) thought would do better. It’s hard. And after losing a child every hit sinks deeper into my already wounded soul. I pray that you will find faithful friends to come alongside and give you hope that at least some people do still care and do still do the things that matter-even when it is costly to their own interests.

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  2. I am not sure what is going on or what to call you on this blog. I just want to say we are blessed you are our friend. We love you and nanna and the whole family. I will never know what your feel about Bubba. I simply can not. I know what I felt when Cody went head over heals this afternoon and is of sound mind and heart, but his body is failing. I know another day in the ICU is good for my mother-in-law. I know another day my mom is not out roaming at 3:30 in the morning and banging on doors is another good day. I can not begin to understand your feelings and do not make any attempt to do so. I wish I understood this post. All I can guess is DART is completely backing away and that is horrible. I obvioulsy need to read more posts to understand better. We love ya kiddo. Life really can suck at times. You have to buck up and do it. I know I don’t feel like doing it right now. I do not have a choice and you do not either. Tough love Lady! I have asked you to call me. Call me. I need you as much as you need me. XOXO

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  3. BTW, I am a tad lacking in faith in humanity, but gosh darn it, I am holding out hope. There are blue ribbons all over Dallas to show the community has faith in the police. I baked cookies and we took them to the substation the first weekend and brought our puppy with us too. Cookies and a puppy, that should make someone happy!!! Have faith!!! Bubba would want you to and we do too…….


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